Ps. Its nothing to
do with any song that you’ve ever heard and it’s not an encouraging post for
those who kept dwelling in the past.
Yes, so my favorite
word is ‘why’ karena generally, why itu berfungsi sebagai connector. Sedang dalam
percakapan dan tidak tahu mau menjawab apa atau sedang tidak really interested, just say : why ? /badzahraisbad/
Mungkin ketika saya
masih muda /facepalm/,
kata ‘kenapa’ itu salah satu kata yang paling sering
muncul dari dua bibir /wait. How many lips we had ?/ saya disamping ‘lapar’ dan
‘ingin pipis’
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| that young. me is the one with pink dress. i might be pondering : what if I was a princess trapped in red carriage |
When I was young,
younger than this, dan bahkan mungkin sekarang, I won’t stop saying why. For example,
anda taruhlah sebuah tas di depan saya and the game is on..
Kenapa ini tasnya
ada disini ? kenapa tasnya motifnya kayak gini ? kenapa tasnya dibuat begini ?
padahal kalau gini lebih asyik..
And when i getting
older /but still young/, saya bertemu dengan benda ajaib yang menjawab semua
pertanyaan ‘kenapa’ saya dan bahkan menjawab pertanyaan – pertanyaan yang belum
terpikirkan sebelumnya.
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| this series titled : widya wiyata pertama anak - anak. pic credits : not mine. AND SEKARANG DIA LEBIH CANGGIH ADA TALKING PEN-NYA OMAGAWD ! |
Sedikit lebih older
lagi, selain ‘kenapa’ saya menambah kosakata bikin stress ayah dan ibu yang
baru /well, i’m saying these to them, MOST OF THE TIME/, I started to say : what
if.
Bapa, kalau misalnya
nanti jalan tol ini gratis gimana ? bapa, kalau nanti kita mau masukin sepeda
ke pesawat bisa nggak ? bapa kalo presiden indonesia bukan Megawati gimana ?
bapa kalau kartini nggak ada gimana ?
Years after, when I
stuck in high school, being a 16-year-old girl with 3-years-old curiousity, I
was famous for quotation : “ibu boleh nggak aku nanya ? tapi nggak nyambung ?”
Dan entire
pertanyaan yang pernah saya keluarkan sesudah preambul diatas selalu diawali
kata kenapa.
When im getting
older dan berganti jadi menikmati high school, not stuck in high school. I never
stop. But these times, i stopped blurting out my questions. Instead of saying
it out loud, I kept in in my head, and try to find the answer by myself.
Most of the time, it
works really well. Tapi, seperti semua duka dibalik suka, saya terkena side
effect. I’m zoning out most of the time, and sometimes this thinking put me in
sleep.
Once, saya terkena remedial kimia /well, the
whole class did/. Dan buguru belum datang – datang. of course semua langsung
menggunakan kesempatan itu untuk belajar, but I was so sick of studying (i
mean, even my stomach turned upside down when i caught a glimpse of buku kimia even
if the book jaraknya 349.000 kecepatan cahaya). So I take a look at my
surroundings, dan saya menemukan pensil
yang nampaknya tertinggal dari kawanannnya. And I spent the next ten
minutes wondering why the pencil got this cruel destiny, being left from its
friend in the pencil case. Lalu saya mulai berpikir bagaimana bila pensil ini
tidak terjatuh dan bagaimana bila pensil ini nyelip di ujung kelas. Berapa lama
sebelum akhirnya pensil akan keluar dari sana?
I even didn’t
realize I fell asleep. I woke up when the class were silent.
My first thought
is : Oh my god the remedial is starting already ! I’m dead.
And my second
thought is : oh my god i just did astral projection.
And my third thought
is : oh my god somebody is damaging my hearing
and my fourth
thought is : oh my god Kai is just taking me somewhere
Mmmm... well.. 
okay..
its just...
/oke jaman itu bahkan exo belum
jadi alien/
and by the way my fifth thought
is
: the whole class are leaving me.
Its just then i
opened my eyes and i must be had the dumbest expression ever, because the whole
class was staring at me in silence.
Great ! now they
know me as a sleeping /not/ beauty. And i became the new class joke for
/thankfully/ an hour.
By the way, itu
salah satu efek buruk dari keep saying ‘why’ and ‘what if’ /kelewat jauh sih
tapi ya.. itulah efek buruknya/
So I started to find
another way to keep thinking but not fell asleep. And i found one way : mumble
and murmuring.
So instead of gone
silent during my moments of pondering /hayelaaaah/ saya mulai mumbling and
murmuring alias bergumam. As if I talk with myself /well this one, I already
did that since three years old/. Its quite helping. I never felt asleep again. But
new problem occured : i think, i ask, i found the answer, and i jumped in
happiness, ON THE STREET.
I still did that
though, I found that quite endearing haha. I’m such a daredevil.
But then, inti dari
post ini adalah : I FOUND A YOUTUBE CHANNEL THAT ANSWER MY WHOLE QUESTIONS !
Yah, ga semua
questions sih, that one is just me being lebay as always.
But this channel is
like : EVERYTHING ! its answer so many question and even answer every question
that not a question, yet.
The channel name is
ASAPScience and its really fun. Iya mungkin videonya kayak buat anak kecil but
hey bahkan orang dewasa belum tentu tahu bahwa patah hati bisa bikin mati /for
real/ atau yang mana duluan ? telur atau ayam ?
AND DON'T SAY THAT YOU'RE TOO OLD FOR THIS !
SO GO SUBSCRIBE NOW
AND GO ASK WHAT IF AND WHY ?!
ps.
My favorite video is
this one. Don’t say its a porn and taboo, its not. Because i heard that since I
was young. Reaksi otomatis saya adalah membela para kaum hawa dengan bilang :
sakit melahirkan lebih sakit daripada when your balls get kicked, boys ! but
this video just.. put everything in brighter side.
So, enjoy watching :D
XOXO !
EXO EXO EXO EXO
/malah nyanyi/
Goodbye ! /for real/
pic credit : of course, my beloved : google
